What meaning does it have? I've been rejected too many times. What hope is left? I can't help people, no one will let me. I can't find a job. And I don't know what to do anymore. I've lost passion for everything. And yet I live... and want to live. There must be something worth living for.
I've been pressing and pressing and trying to move forward, but all I get is resistance. I move... but I get nowhere quickly. I seem complacent. I feel complacent. I don't know which way to go. I am confused at my existence. Lost. Need to find my way.